Here I go again, finding myself in another failed relationship. I tried very hard to make this one work out. But as the months rolled by, the bad shit just kept coming and coming until finally I reached a point where I'm just sick over it. I'm done with it, working on deleting everything about her. The last year was a flat out LIE!
These are the relationship cluster fucks I had to go Thur over the past year;
1. Flat refused to be at my side for a total knee replacement or even visit me Aug 12th.
2. After being ran off the road by a semi in June and injuring my left knee, I went to
hospital while she decided to go on her Poker Run without me.
3. Her brother runs a back ground check but delivers wrong person's info to her father.
4. Constantly screaming in my ear when trying to discuss any issue.
5. Her Flirtatious behavior in person or on Facebook, calling it FREE SPIRIT. Right?
6. No Anniversary Card or gift but she got one from me.
7. Every other month there is a new life long male friend that pops out of nowhere and
I'm to believe that they are life long friends from High School?
8. Rode off and left me after dinner. You never leave your riding partner!
9. Starts fights so she can do whatever she wants.
10. She has gone outside our relationship, that cant be fixed!!! I'M DONE!!!!
I'm a good guy with a good heart and I will make it Thur this ugly period of time. I know that this kind of break-up would be hard on me to the point where I should make note of it, write about it and hopefully learn a few hard lessons as I rate and date my daily feelings and emotions.
Yesterday was the breaking point and I just can't or will not take any more of her shit. This makes the sixth or seventh time that I have had to bail out of this failed relationship due to her FREE SPIRIT. I will leave it at that. I felt the gut wrenching pain and the feeling of wanting to throw up. I felt betrayed as she twisted the large knife into my back. Feelings of disgust now sit in my gut. What is my purpose?
