Wednesday, February 18, 2015

WHEN LOVE FADES AWAY


I'm not starting 2015 off with a BIG BANG readers.  Growling Bear is having lady troubles.  I believe now that my girlfriend is not ready for a one on one relationship.  My pride and inner self can't take a certain kind of treatment from my girlfriend.  It hurts to say, "Good Bye".  I feel so bad inside.
 
It was not that long ago when Growling Bear fell hard for a Blonde Beauty he met on Facebook.  It turned out that Brenda and I also went to the same High School and we also shared many common friends.  The most important turn on about her was she had her own bike and she rides.
 
Our respect and desire for one another grew daily during the beginning months.  Our coffee dates, pillow talks and the softness of her skin took Growling Bear to the moon and back!  I fell in love with this Blonde Biker Babe.  Her eyes would tell a story as I made love to her.  Her hot twisting body would shake as I kissed her slowly all over.  I knew that one day she would be trouble for me.  I hate it when I'm right.   
 
We have had a few fall outs and disagreements during this time frame but nothing like the fight we just had, one that did us in, I'm afraid.  She chose certain actions over me and I feel ill and just sick over the thought of not seeing her anymore.  Then she threw the Valentines Day card I got her in the trash.  My baby is gone.  She threw out my love and now it's time to let my Love for her Fade away.  She don't love me no more!
 
So, Growling Bear's is not going to be his happy go lucky self for a while.  I hope this gut wrenching pain goes away soon and before riding season starts.  The Million Ride to D.C. is in June.  I have my music, (mojo) for support, it will help me.  My select few of friends will also help.  Heart Palpitations have been solid for the past 3 days now.
 
Don't know how this will end but I hope she finds happiness and we find peace.