FAILED RELATIONSHIPS



Here I go again, finding myself in another failed relationship.  I tried very hard to make this one work out.  But as the months rolled by, the bad shit just kept coming and coming until finally I reached a point where I'm just sick over it.  I'm done with it, working on deleting everything about her.  The last year was a flat out LIE! 

These are the relationship cluster fucks I had to go Thur over the past year;

1.  Flat refused to be at my side for a total knee replacement or even visit me Aug 12th.
2.  After being ran off the road by a semi in June and injuring my left knee, I went to
     hospital while she decided to go on her Poker Run without me.
3.  Her brother runs a back ground check but delivers wrong person's info to her father.
4.  Constantly screaming in my ear when trying to discuss any issue.
5.  Her Flirtatious behavior in person or on Facebook, calling it FREE SPIRIT.  Right? 
6.  No Anniversary Card or gift but she got one from me.
7.  Every other month there is a new life long male friend that pops out of nowhere and
     I'm to believe that they are life long friends from High School? 
8.  Rode off and left me after dinner.  You never leave your riding partner!
9.  Starts fights so she can do whatever she wants.
10. She has gone outside our relationship, that cant be fixed!!!   I'M DONE!!!!

 

I'm a good guy with a good heart and I will make it Thur this ugly period of time.  I know that this kind of break-up would be hard on me to the point where I should make note of it, write about it and hopefully learn a few hard lessons as I rate and date my daily feelings and emotions.

  

Yesterday was the breaking point and I just can't or will not take any more of her shit.  This makes the sixth  or seventh time that I have had to bail out of this failed relationship due to her FREE SPIRIT.  I will leave it at that.  I felt the gut wrenching pain and the feeling of wanting to throw up.  I felt betrayed as she twisted the large knife into my back.  Feelings of disgust now sit in my gut.  What is my purpose? 

 

 

 

 

 

Memorial Day Weekend ~ Family Re-Union 2015

It was that time of year again and my annual Family Re-Union 2015 in West Liberty Kentucky, (Down on the Creek).  I have been coming down here every since I was a little boy and I still have graphic memories of my various trips, oh and our weekend blunders with adult beverages.    

 

This year was going to be epic due to the fact my brother Tony was coming in from Texas and he has not been (Down on the Creek) in decades.  He showed his excitement once he got down to my brother Kevin's cabin and started playing some BONES, a fun family friendly dice game.  What a BLAST!

 

 

 

Every year there some kind of music entertainment going on from various members of the family.  This year it was my brothers Kevin, Tony and my cousin Steve Elam.  We had the sounds of a piano and two acoustic guitars.  Lets not forget the beautiful sounds of singing from Aunt Katheryn, Kevin and Tony. 

This year I decided to ride my Drifter Chief 1500 down with my girlfriend Brenda on the back.  My cousin Steve and his wife Theresa hooked us up with their Harley Davidson Themed Camper which was the SHIZ-NIT BABY.  It was loaded with  A/C, Heat, Stove, Fridge and a Shower for the weekend.  Their hospitality was over and beyond and I wish to thank you guys again.  I wish I had took some pictures. 

 

You guys did not disappoint us with that long sweet-ass ride you took us on.  That ride challenged me Steve & Theresa.  But I stayed focused and I made it through.  If I was slow or lagged behind cuz, I'm sorry, I just wanted to soak it all in.  Your Guide service was off the hook.  Again, I wish I had taken some pictures.  I look forward to doing it again soon.  It was a TOP 5 RIDE for me.

 

 

 

I want to say a SPECIAL THANK YOU to my Aunt Katheryn & Uncle Roy for their warm welcome and hospitality.  The food was plentiful, awesome and we never went hungry the whole weekend.  From left to right, Uncle Roy, Myself, Tony, Kevin and Aunt Katheryn.  Thank you Theresa Elam for those tasty biscuits & gravy.

 

Brenda and I was able to go four wheeling to go check out my cousin Tim's cabin up on the hill.  His cabin was sleek and cool all rolled into a awesome getaway place to clear your mind or write a novel.  The stacked bunk beds says it all.  WOW, the view he has on the deck was unbelievable and it blew my mind away. 

 

Thank you cousin Steve for the help in adjusting my headlight.  It made a difference for sure.  My "MISS NEVAEH ROSE" drove like a champion.  We got really good gas mileage and there were no problems on the way down or on the GUSTY WIND RIDE HOME.  She got us home safe with no issues.  Thank you lord! 

 

I love my family and I cant wait until my new baby grand daughter decides to show herself.  She is due June 21, 2015, I believe.  I cant wait to meet her.  I shall bring my whole Tribe next year plus my drums folks. 

 

Until next time readers, we have a Poker Run coming up, I will post the details once I get them.  Ride safe all!  There are dumb ass's who text & drive.  Please don't drink & ride folks, we have already lost THREE RIDERS so far this riding season.  KEEP THE RUBBER ON THE ROAD! 

 

 

    

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

POUNDING THE PAVEMENT TO CEASERS CREEK STATE PARK

It's Sunday and I won't be going to church today.  Instead we shall go riding to help clear some of these cobwebs floating around inside my heart and inside my brain.  We decided to head Southeast for some old country roads and the comfort of nice friendly people.  I just needed to go and visit my Mother's grave before I rumbled out of town.  My thought is, "LOUD PIPES SAVE LIVES".

 

The weather was partly cloudy with a chance of rain in the afternoon.  The temperature was going to hit a high of 60 decrees.  There was some gusty winds to deal with but what the hell, right?  I shall buy me a large windshield soon but for now, bring it on I say!  Plenty of water to stay hydrated.

 

The BP gas station visit was pretty cool when I rolled in to fill her up.  Many lookers checking out my "MISS NEVAEH ROSE".  It does make one feel good when you hear positive comments on something you put together with some help from your good friends. 

 

Time to clear my fears.  I rolled onto US 35 E. and twisted the throttle.  I was doing nearly 65 miles an hour before I knew it.  Traffic was way behind me and no-one in sight to worry about.  My ride was smooth and comfy with those new chrome heavy duty shocks.  The gusty winds played hardball on me and battled with me nearly the whole ride on US 35 E.   I need a windshield! 

 

Now I'm on US 42 S. heading towards Ceasers Creek State Park on SR 73.  Gusty winds was not as bad on US 42.  I did get to twist the throttle enough to get to 100 mph just to test my red ride and what she would do for me.  I was getting thirsty at this point and stopped at the Henderson's Bait Shop on SR. 73.  The sun was shinning bright while I was enjoying my water and a grape cigar.  Riding on.

 

 

 

I look forward to the Beach opening up this year for some relaxing swimming.  I have fished the hell out of this Lake and caught many fish both on land and with a boat.  I caught a nice 3 lb Walleye one year trolling a medium diver around the points.  That was a great day on the boat.  I had my brother Kevin with me on that fishing trip. 

 

 

My windy Sunday blew right on by before I knew it.  I love those old country roads all around SR. 73 and Ceasers Creek State Park.  After checking my odometer, I ended up riding 106 miles round trip before I put my Beautiful Red Iron Horse back in her stable.  Thank you girl for a safe and happy ride.

 

It's not what you ride.  It's the fact that you ride.  As long as your knees are in the Breeze, you should be good.  There are those that do care and will not ride with you unless you ride a Harley Davidson.  To each there own I guess.  Most of my friends don't care what I ride, as long as I ride baby. 

Heads up readers and drivers!  Its bike season, please be alert for motorcycles.  There is plenty of Black Top out there for everyone.  RIDE SAFE ALL!

  





    

    

 

 

 

WHEN LOVE FADES AWAY

I'm not starting 2015 off with a BIG BANG readers.  Growling Bear is having lady troubles.  I believe now that my girlfriend is not ready for a one on one relationship.  My pride and inner self can't take a certain kind of treatment from my girlfriend.  It hurts to say, "Good Bye".  I feel so bad inside.

 

It was not that long ago when Growling Bear fell hard for a Blonde Beauty he met on Facebook.  It turned out that Brenda and I also went to the same High School and we also shared many common friends.  The most important turn on about her was she had her own bike and she rides.

 

Our respect and desire for one another grew daily during the beginning months.  Our coffee dates, pillow talks and the softness of her skin took Growling Bear to the moon and back!  I fell in love with this Blonde Biker Babe.  Her eyes would tell a story as I made love to her.  Her hot twisting body would shake as I kissed her slowly all over.  I knew that one day she would be trouble for me.  I hate it when I'm right.   

 

We have had a few fall outs and disagreements during this time frame but nothing like the fight we just had, one that did us in, I'm afraid.  She chose certain actions over me and I feel ill and just sick over the thought of not seeing her anymore.  Then she threw the Valentines Day card I got her in the trash.  My baby is gone.  She threw out my love and now it's time to let my Love for her Fade away.  She don't love me no more!

 

So, Growling Bear's is not going to be his happy go lucky self for a while.  I hope this gut wrenching pain goes away soon and before riding season starts.  The Million Ride to D.C. is in June.  I have my music, (mojo) for support, it will help me.  My select few of friends will also help.  Heart Palpitations have been solid for the past 3 days now.

 

Don't know how this will end but I hope she finds happiness and we find peace.