Have you ever had one of those days that everything you try to accomplish go’s wrong in one way or another? The funky kind of day where everything you pick up, falls from your finger tips? Well, that was the kind of day I had Tuesday.
The big ending of this horrible day was re-visiting the fact my x-wife was seeing someone and involved in a relationship. Somewhere down the line, I spaced it, forgot about it or just push it out of my mind. But when I read it, it hit me hard. I don’t know why it gut shot me so hard! We have been separated since April, 2009 and divorced over a year.
We have been emailing one another the past few weeks. We were being civil, talking about being friends and going to the movies and hanging out for the first time since she walked out. We spent several hours catching up on the phone. I read more into it than I should have.
The only good news out of that tragic day is that I worked on my song that I have been working on for the past four years. I have a finish now. Once I took my evening medication, I was in the mood for some Blues and I finished it.
It’s time for me to move on and move forward. I need to settle several Insurance matters and help Mrs. Prichard sell her home. Then, I’m off to the WEST COAST. Maybe I’ll find me a girlfriend sooner than later, lol.
